Wednesday was okay. Better than Tuesday had been. About an hour more for sleep, still felt kind of anxious and sad when I woke up, but managed to knock that out with my walk. Spent my time in a similar fashion - came home, showered, ate, and then went to two more Goodwills to continue … Continue reading Wednesday and Thursday
Month: October 2019
3:30am
Today is a gorgeous fall day. I had my coffee and a bagel with butter for breakfast. I got out and had a brisk walk this morning, and it was beautiful. There was a cute nerd in glasses reading his book while he walked, and I appreciated the eye candy. I came home, showered, and … Continue reading 3:30am
Halloween Fun
I don't get super excited about any holidays, not even Halloween, but I have been enjoying editing some of my photos into black and white to create scenes that hopefully have a creepy atmosphere suggestive of older horror movies.
Starting With A New Therapist
I think I mentioned briefly that I found a new therapist that seemed like they might be a good fit for me. I was supposed to have my first session with him yesterday, but he was sick and had to reschedule for next Friday. Brief tangent: yesterday morning I decided I'd knock out a little … Continue reading Starting With A New Therapist
MST3K, and Music
When I was in Tennessee, my husband had messaged me and said he wanted to get tickets to MST3K's live tour, as they'd be in the Indy area in October, and if he did, would I go with him? I was leery of the idea but said yes. MST3K has been a part of my … Continue reading MST3K, and Music
Social Anxiety
I said I'd post an update about how I handled feeling rejected by a friend and worrying that it might signal a fraying of the friendship. The friend, in this case, being H - who when given the option to set a time frame for how long we'd hang out in the entire month of … Continue reading Social Anxiety
The Good, the Bad, the Ugly
Starting off with the good - I had my PowerPoint workshop last night. It doesn't seem too difficult. Most of the class involved the instructor showing us all the nifty little things that can be done and then telling us for the love of God, please don't, less is more. I also got confirmation that … Continue reading The Good, the Bad, the Ugly
Transitioning To Fall
Took a walk yesterday morning and the light was lovely. The temperatures this week have felt like summer but the foliage knows what time of year we're heading into.
Processing
I'll admit I felt pretty good this morning about having stood up to my husband yesterday. Telling him no, telling him I had a legal right to live in an apartment with my name on the lease, and that if he wanted me out he could get a court order - but he'd have to … Continue reading Processing