Chewed Gum

Yesterday I sat on the little stone landing outside my dad's front door. The sun was out and I wanted to feel some warmth and do something healthy for myself. I brought my phone & headphones with me and listened to music and periodically cried. Sometimes a thought would come to me that I'd feel … Continue reading Chewed Gum

Sharp Edges

During my conversation with my sister J yesterday she said, with forlorn frustration, that I'd changed, that it felt like the AJ she knew was gone, and that she'd lost her best friend in the last few years. That I was rewriting the past. I know that the person she knew back then was extremely … Continue reading Sharp Edges