So, I'm still going out today in spite of everything. Meeting up with H at Newfields. A small part of me is panicking and saying 'somebody stop me, what am I an idiot?' because I'm still planning on asking him out after. Another part of me is... really proud of myself for doing something courageous. … Continue reading Courage

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My therapist and I were talking about choice and what I want again today. He sounded less sure that I should go ahead and tell H about my feelings. He mentioned the dreaded word 'rebound' which I admit makes me feel very defensive. Talked about how we don't give ourselves time to develop friendships but … Continue reading All Real Numbers