I looked for the source of my fear and I found it. I determined I'd let the fear go. My brain promptly said "bitch, that anxiety was there for a reason - did you think I was being irrational? I didn't want you thinking about things that make you want to kill yourself." Domestic life … Continue reading Until Use And Old Age Accept Them
Tag: gender roles
Pacing My Cage
Today is apparently one of those days when I'm going to have to deal with feeling caged - caged by expectations, caged by necessity, caged by empathy, caged by apparent gender, caged by loneliness, caged by time, caged by indecision, caged by anxiety. A day when I hear screams of rage and grief in my … Continue reading Pacing My Cage
Labor
My husband moved most of our funds to his new account. He's generously leaving me 1k to 'do what I want with.' I haven't had the heart to ask him, yet, if he's expecting me to use it to pay for a work wardrobe, gas and whatever other expenses I have this year, or if … Continue reading Labor
On A Good Day 